My Time at iCarp!

This July, I had the privilege of spending time with the incredible team at iCARP, a journey that has profoundly reconnected me with an old passion—angling. Fishing has always been something I loved, a hobby that brought peace and clarity to my life. But like many of us, when the kids came along, priorities shifted, and my fishing gear was tucked away, forgotten as life moved forward.

The iCARP experience was more than just a fishing trip; it was a chance to reconnect with nature and, more importantly, with myself. I attended as part of a NHS study into the effects of PTSD being managed by nature. Being out there by the water, surrounded by the tranquillity of the countryside, reminded me how much I missed the simple act of casting a line and waiting for that gentle tug on the rod. It’s funny how life takes us away from the things we love, only to guide us back when we need them most.

I owe a huge debt of gratitude to Brian, my mentor throughout the programme. His patience, insight, and quiet encouragement made all the difference. Brian, if you’re reading this, thank you for helping me rediscover this part of myself. You didn’t just help me with fishing; you helped me find a sense of peace that I hadn’t realised I’d lost.

And to the entire iCARP team—thank you! The work you’re doing is nothing short of remarkable. This programme offers more than just an escape; it provides a real, meaningful connection to nature and a way to tackle the stress and challenges that life throws at us. I found therapy not just in the fishing, but in the camaraderie, the shared experiences, and the quiet moments of reflection by the lake.

Since returning, I’ve found myself re-engaged with life in a way I hadn’t expected. I’m more focused and motivated, and I’ve been working hard to finish the projects I started months ago but never seemed to complete. It’s amazing how a few days in the countryside can change your perspective and give you the drive you need to tackle what’s in front of you. Don't get me wrong, I'm not magically cured, I still have complex PTSD from Policing, but I have a new type of medication within my armoury!

On a related note, I’ve also felt a renewed connection to Jeds Peds. Being out there with iCARP and fishing regularly since then, away from the hustle and bustle, gave me the clarity to refocus on what truly matters. I’m back in the workshop, working on new designs and finishing the projects I’d left unfinished. It’s a reminder that, just like in angling, sometimes you need patience and the right environment to create something truly special.

In conclusion, my time with iCARP wasn’t just about fishing; it was about healing, reconnecting, and finding a renewed sense of purpose. If you’re feeling lost, disconnected, or just in need of a reset, I can’t recommend this experience enough. Sometimes, the answers we’re looking for are found in the most unexpected places—like a fishing rod, a quiet lake, and the wisdom of a good mentor.

Thank you, iCARP, for giving me back a piece of myself. And thank you, Brian, for being there every step of the way.

So in closing, I ask Dr Mark Wheeler...when are we partnering up and opening the Derbyshire branch...

Are there any other anglers here in the Jeds Peds family? maybe we can arrange a UK fish in before France October 2025...

Cheers